June 1, 1859 The weather is hot here. Seems like it gets hot early in Navasota. The job I got working on Colonel Prusser's farm is good, but I still want to get a place of my own. He's not really a colonel of anything except a bunch of volunteers that meet on Saturday mornins and drill. I joined because he's my boss. We march around in the heat and dust trying to look like we're military. Don't really look like nothin but a bunch of dirt farmers carryin old muskets and shotguns. Everyone here is talkin about succession. They don't think anyone has the right ot tell us if we should own slaves or not. Don't see it makes much difference to me. You have to be a rich man to own slaves. Ain't never had one and don't guess I'll ever have the money to spend on one. Just be another mouth to feed. They's right about one thing, I don't much like a bunch of yankees telling me I can or can't do sumthin. What busness is it of theirs what we do in our own states. Heered tell they's got big factories of full of childrend workin for nothin up north. Bunches of folks coming over the sea and settlin up there what don't even speak the king's good english. Bunch of ferriners gonna be the ruin of all of us. Can't speak the language and have tons of childrend to work in the factories. People livin so cramped up in little rooms they can't hardly breath and the yankees want to tell us how to live? Finally heared from Maw and Paw. They got the preacher to write a letter to me. Shore am glad I went to skool and lerned to read and write. That sixth grade education I got has come in handy. Least wise I don't have to have no one to read things to me. Things are alright in Georgia. Paw says the crops are as good as they've ever been and he's got 10 beef critters and four mules now. Him and the boys are startin to clear off the back 50 for more pasture. I think he ought to keep it in oak for the acorns. The pigs fatten on then and so will them cows! Maw's worried. Brother Sidney is near about a man at 14 years old, and she's worried if war breaks out he and I will both volunteer and get kilted. If war does break out, it won't last long. All them city boys and feriners the yankees have ain't never seed a gun much less shot one. They can't beat southerners that have held a gun since we could stand up. Otherwise things is good. Sister Beckey is about to have her third child. She done lost her youngest to the whoopin cough last year. May be this will help cheer her up some. Last time I seed her she was looked pretty old to be 17. Sarah is bein courted by young Tommy Simms from the next place over. I guess it's time. She's might near marrin age at 14. The youngens Will, Ben, and Bobby are big enuf to help Paw pretty good. Well, Bobby's still a mite young at 5, but the twins are 10 now and pretty big. I got to go drill again. The Colonel says we got to be redy if Texas fights. I guess this is as good a way to pass time as any. Keeps me out of the Colonel's fields.