CONTEMPLATION OF EMANCIPATING THE SLAVES It’s late August, 1862 and I have disturbing thoughts about how long this war will go on. We have not been very successful in our attempts to crush the Confederate rebels and drive them into defeat. This country is still divided and I must find a way to unite us again. General McClellan although a fine strategist and organizer has not displayed the fighting commander that I need to lead our army. The Army of the Potomac has been organized, drilled and moved around the countryside but the full force of what we are capable of has not yet shown itself. I’ve been talking with my cabinet about freeing the slaves. My cabinet however advises me that to free the slaves without a Northern victory under our belts would be very hard for the people to swallow. It would be better to make that decision from strength than out of weakness. It is true that the press has not been very favourable of the war, and of course, of me. I’ve been called a killer of men, a war monger and they’ve even penned the war as "my war". It irritates me and deeply upsets me for I did not want war, but war has come and it is my vow to keep this Union together and we will fight to do that. "I shall not leave any card unplayed. I expect to maintain this contest until surrender, til I die or am conquered or my term expires, or til Congress or the country forsakes me!" In any event, I’ve taken my cabinet’s advice and have decided not to pursue emancipating the slaves til after we have won a military victory.