Winter 1862 Christmas should be a joyous time for all families. The coming of a New Year, brings hopes and dreams for all. All I see right now, is the promise of more blood shed and loss of life for many a young man. Such a waste, when one should have all they look for in life, someone to love and care for, a home, where children abound with the everyday wonders of the world. Not the tell tale signs of War. Poverty and hunger seem to be taking over where once prosperity and plentifulness abounded. This past August, the Army of Northern Virginia, under the Command of General Robert E. Lee, along with his General's "Stonewall" Jackson and Longstreet, gallantly defeated the Union Army once again at the Second Battle of Manasas. You would think that those Yankees, would have learned the first time not to do Battle again in the same place. It was such a rousing victory for our Army. But on a sader note, there was another Battle, the Battle of Sharpsburg, which was fought on Maryland soil. A great many lives were lost that day on September 17th, 1862. This had to be one of the deadlist and bloodiest days of the War, with over 23,000 casualties. The Battle turned out to be a draw, both sides claiming victory, neither side really winning. How can either side Win, when so many promising lives are lost? I must now tell you a story that happened not long ago. Maybe it will change the tone and mood that seems to be taking over this country. My brother Stephen Decatur, who serves with the 8th Tennessee Calvary under Capt. George Dibrell, a unit that was formed in neighboring White County, was nearby and stopped by the farm for a short visit this summer. His horse, poor creature that it was, was in need care. He was just wore out and in need of a rest. My brother, knowing that we always had fine horseflesh here on the farm, asked Enoch if he might have a mount that he could borrow for a short time. He had taken to hiding the horses that we had left in the woods, so that the Yankees as well as our own troops would not take them from us. Enoch thought about it and decided to give him a little mare that I had taken to riding some time ago. I never had gotten around to naming her. About the only thing she was good for was as a riding horse. She being to small for the wagon or carriage, and not at all a good horse for hunting with. She was skittish when it came to gun fire. She was a fine mare, the fastest I had ever been on. Enoch had hopes of getting some fine colts out of her for saddle stock after the War, if we could keep her that long. Stephen gladly took her and Enoch hid his horse and gave him a good feeding. Stephen promised to return for his horse and bring her back safely to me to ride once again after the War was over. He was not long gone from the Farm, making his way down the river bank, when he came upon some Yankees troops that were in the area. He was doing a fairly good job of avoiding them, when he was spotted by another group of Yankees that were coming the other way. Gun fire was exchanged and poor Stephen began to find out just how skittish my little mare was. She was prancing wildly about, he was hardly able to control her. About that time a shot was fired, hitting the branch of an overhanging limb of a tree right above my mare’s head, almost between her ears! Well, I must say, that was enough for her and Stephen too I might add. She got the bit between her teeth and took off towards the river. Stephen hung on for dear life as she was always one of the fastest horses we ever owned. With the continuing gunfire all around her, she hit the middle of the river in one bound off the bank, took another few jumps and was climbing the bank on the other side, before the Yankees knew she was there. Stephen just let her run till they were long out of the area. She was returned to us, a little worn and ragged, still as skittish as ever after her service in the Confederate Army with my brother. Stephen made Enoch promise that he would never sell that little mare as she saved his life that day. I wish all the boys could have a horse that would save them from the unknown of this War.