May 1861, San Diego, California

Haven’t had time to write much. Virginia seceded from the union 
last month as I had feared it would. Guess Turner Ashby is in his 
glory now for I know he joined up almost immediately.  I’ve 
wrestled with the decision that I have to make for the past 
month.....to either stay with the army I’ve served for the past 
22 years....... or resign my commission and go back to Virginia 
and join the Confederate Army. 

It’s been a hard decision to make since my ancestors fought so 
hard to keep the United States in one piece all these years. But 
since my State has decided to join the new Confederate Sates of 
America, with it’s President Jefferson Davis........ it is sure 
to be invaded by northern troops.....being so close to Washington 
City and the boundary with  Maryland which I have heard has decided 
to remain neutral.  I have decided that I must follow my home State 
and help defend her and her people from this terrible aggression. I 
know that I will receive a commission with the Confederacy due to my 
strong military background.

On May 26th I submitted my letter of resignation from the United 
States Army. I have also requested a leave of absence so I can travel 
back east while I am awaiting its acceptance. Hopefully it will come 
through soon.

Lew